Well it seemed like every style out in long were strapless (no no since I am blessed up top. haha); the fold-over V neckline (no no again if you are blessed). Then if you have kids you have to account for their little hands pulling at the neck line, so no low cut....really limits my options.
Is it really that hard to have a basic, mid cut neckline dress?! Apparently yes. All the ones I found were crazy patterns...and I don't do crazy patterns. My hips would never forgive me. haha. Plus with a belly in tow I really don't want to scream I'm pregnant (even though it's kinda hard to hide it now).
So I'm at Target for a wasp killer run (one of our flood lights has been invaded) and say to myself, "Let's just check it out, since we haven't been in awhile"....and first glance there she was! Beauty! If it came in black I would have bought 2. All I need to do for work is throw a cardigan over it. Yes, I even paid full price (well I still did have our discounts but you know what I mean)! I didn't even bother to tell Wes about the purchase because he knows how frustrating it is getting dressed each morning now (and I still have 3 months to go.....sad face. I need the cold weather to come because that's what my 3rd trimester clothes are from Aiden....Can't wear my sweaters and long sleeve dresses in 105 degree weather!)
Speaking of my pregnancy. I've mentioned before this time around hasn't been my favorite. I just keep telling myself 3 more months! But as of this week I've now experienced something new. As my belly grows my skin is getting pulled out....that includes my last c-section incision. Which now itches like crazy! I don't have any feeling there so it feels weird touching it, and I can't really scratch it without it weirding me out (envisions my cut reopening which it physically impossible but I still feel like that). So now my nightly routine has included lathering that spot up with lotion, which gets all over the bed making my laundry pile up. Lose lose situation. The worst is when I'm out or at work...can't really do anything about it there. Hope this doesn't get any worse. Going to ask the doc on Tuesday after my lovely glucose test about it.
This is reason #1 I'm praying that Brody's head is smaller than Aidens. Our insurance gave us the green light to have him natural if we can. Before it was out the picture, they wouldn't cover vbac but since every other insurance and their brother (mainly BCBS) does they changed their policy. Did you know they can change there policies whenever they want....like mid year?! Crazy! I feel like this is doomed anyway because both me and Wes come from/have big heads. But hey I at least want to try.
So for now I will prepare myself to have another c-section. Bring on the high waisted granny panties!
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